Saturday, August 8, 2009

Fun

So I know d's are never fun. But who would have thought it would be this much fun? I am so excited to have a peaceful life. Instead of thinking about the friends who have stayed with him and the humiliating things he has done and said and the abuse I have taken over the last eight years, I am going to look at the future with bright eyes and open heart to say I am thankful for my kids and the fact that they don't remember what has happened to them, I am thankful for my friends who have called wrong - wrong and not said 'sorry' then hung out with him. I am thankful that the truth ALWAYS comes out and the fact that this freaks him out is priceless.
I love how God works~ it's not easy when I'm in the moment hearing him say things like I don't deserve to eat/live and what a horrible mother/wife I am' ~but in the end truth will over come and I will have a good future with MY kids, family and my real friends.
This will be my last post about him and the people surrounding him. I will not be sad/hurt/betrayed/embarrassed/humiliated/put down anymore! This is not me, it has never been and I do not intend to start now. Look for new fun post's in the future!! XO

1 comment:

Em said...

Amen ;) Just remember that God will have His way with him and it wont be fun. I have learned that payback is not my job... it's God's and God does deliver!